Thursday, May 31, 2007
SAT die liao...
More Mr Potter today.
Hardly any SAT today.
The night is still young.
What i hope to accomplish before retiring for the night (or morning):
1. Finish the last 100+ pages of order of phoenix
2. Finish all the sections in SAT
3. Hopefully hv time to do 1 practise paper
Tmr's agenda:
1. Read the vocab lists that i m thankful for copying during mrs koh's lesson. For once, i value dem!
2. More practises
3. Pray
Looks like i m at a precarious state of screwing up my SAT real bad & facing the prospect of doing dem again. Ah crap. At least i enjoyed order of phoenix :p
posted @22:12
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Order of Phoenix
My whole day spent on this... And you cant possibly imgine my reading speed. It's so slow, i think i m just about at the halfway line only. Haiz... I SO wanna watch the movie sia! Looks like SAT studying has to be displaced by more 'Mr Potter!' SAT is also looking dangerously bad as i only hv 2 days to study for it. ArGhZ! And people are telling me that they got less than 2000 points. Crap.. It's gonna be tough. ArGhZ... So many things to do. So little time.
Sometimes i wish i would know what's the right thing to do...
posted @23:04
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Donut Factory!!!
Okay, so after hving lunch at airport & sending zongxin off, we didnt feel like going home & wanted to go somewhere to study. Best place to study? Queuing at donut factory. Apparently 2 1/2 hrs of queuing = 2 1/2 hours of gossipping.. Hehe.. But seriously, donut factory's donuts are really nice! :) I saw ants swarming them after only 3 mins of putting them on the table... My god..
Sometimes i really wish that 1 of the things i would lose is this slack attitude of mine that is getting the hold of me. I am gonna screw up SAT at this rate...
It felt just like yesterday when we were given full day off & went to watch a movie tgt & even played soccer tgt at the cage... It felt as if i was born yesterday & here i am blogging about the 17th yr of my life... I am beginning to understand the saying it is better to be young...
posted @22:12
Monday, May 28, 2007
Order of Phoenix
GP tutors seem to have this amazing power to guide u into this deep trance that makes u seem as if u are paying attention where in actual fact nothing is going into that brain of urs. Powerful they are.
Pirates of the Carribean 3 is only rated 1 star (dun bother watching) in channel news asia's primetime morning show! HAha! Heard from others it was only rated 2. 1 or 2, it sux. And i sorta agree with what the movie critic said. Yep. So watch it at ur own risk. :p I so wanna watch transformer & order of phoenix now!
Talking about order of phoenix, can i complain about my hopelessly slow reading speed. Started order of phoenix on friday night & to this moment have only completed 200 odd pages in more than 5 hours. Now, that's DAMM slow! Haiz..
Sometimes i wish i had more perseverence & determinatio...
posted @01:20
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Holidays..
So.. Holidays are finally here.
For one, it seemed just like any other day. Apart from the pirating & 'cag-ing' yesterday, i was grounded today & there's tuition tmr... Unable to go out today is quite frustrating especially since it's just the beginning of the hols, but i guess being out for the past couple of days have made me felt guilty about it.
Okay.. So holidays are here.
I doesnt seem to be a big thing anymore to me now that i hv grown up. I guess growing up means forgoing things that we enjoy before. We are constantly losing things. It's how fast u lose them...
posted @22:20
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Pirates tmr!!! :):):)
Finally. The day that SAF decides to give the day off. Tmr.. But he still wants us to go to school. Why?!?! So that he can announce it together with the hockey girls' 1st. WTH! That's so unfair. It's like we got the day off coz of hockey girls'. WTH! And heard he tried to give us the day off today too but was violently objected by the HODs. If he had given it last wk or the wk before, everything would have been FINE! ArGhZ! Worse! He din tell us before hand and expect us to still turn up for assembly. ArGhZ... What's his problem man.. I wonder how morning assembly will look like tmr with close to half filled only. HAha! I guess that's one treat for those who turn up tmr. I am still undecided...
Okay.. I shouldnt be that worked up. I swore to not care about anything now. For what? Just to make u feel more frustrated. Haiz..
Pirates tmr!!!!! :):):)
posted @20:36
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Tired.. Very tired..
Broke.. Very broke..
posted @22:08
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Stupid guy...
To the anonymous person who has been tagging at my tagboard, this is a post to reply u...
True. Getting gold is no big deal. You may hv gotten honours or sth which is indeed more prestigious den gold. But that is all but a certificate that will be hung in your school's general office. Your truimph only lasts till u step out of Singapore Conference Hall. You arent gonna get any more friends with that certificate nor your freaking attitude.
So while you gloat at it, and laugh at our bad luck or lack of whatever, let me tell you that it doesnt matter to us anymore. For as you spend your time trying to make us feel frustated and disappointed, we are spending the same amount of time together as vjco, forging eternal friendship and making what's left of our lives in vjc a memorable & happy one. If you find tagging at our blogs a memorable & happy thing to do, please feel free to continue...
I had initially wanted to hail vulgarities at you, but decided that by doing so only meant that i have degraded to the same level as you.
If you do make it this far, and probably feel like tagging some nonsense again, why dont you spend your time on something more fruitful such as social etiquette lessons or trying to hang out with what little friends you have. For it will be the time spent with friends that will be etched in your mind forever, not the certificate that you don't even get to see nor keep.
Please dont throw your school's reputation into the drain. You are a shame to your school...
I cant believe that i have actually typed so much just for a retarded fellow.
So PISS OFF FROM OUR BLOGS!
posted @20:50
Sunday, May 20, 2007
On The Way Down
Sick and Tired of this world
There's no more air
Trippin' over myself
Goin' nowhere
Waiting
Suffocating
No direction
And I took a dive
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
Of going under
But now
The weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no, nothing
You're all I wanted
Down, down, down
You're all I needed
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I needed
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you
hvnt found someone to hold on to though...
Friday, May 18, 2007
I wan full day!
ArGhZ! Why is performing arts given so little emphasis! Stupid SAF dunwan to give full day last week. Worse! He gonna wait till next week so he can combine soccer, basketball & performing arts tgt & give one HALF day.. Yes! HALF! ArGhZ...
But then soccer lost...
Happy coz performing arts rox!
Sad coz soccer cannot make it.
It's like those feeling of euphoria mixed with a tinge of sadness coz u sorta feel obliged too. It works both ways i guess.
Whatever it is, I WANT MY FULL DAY! I m starting to detest SAF more...
Haiz.. Sometimes i really wonder what the hell is wrong with me.
So tuition continued today after a VERY LONG break. Think tuition is quite a waste of time. Haiz..
Suddenly dun feel like typing.. ciaoz..
posted @22:36
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Whoa! My back ache real bad! Played basketball & frisbee today. Been a super duper long time since i touched any sports. Makes me feel like some old man. Must go drink milk liao..
Just watched 'cold case'. Really sad story this time. An ex-convicted was framed & was sentenced to death. He was only proven innocent after his execution. His last words were 'it has always been there in my eyes, the truth.' He didnt rape & kill the girl. So sad...
Oh! Watched this love movie the other day too! Another cool saying: 'losing pride for love is stupid, keeping pride without love is foolish'. Dun flirt too much or u will be like the former, dun act big or u will be like the latter. Chim..
I REALLY REALLY WANT AN MP3 PLAYER! Got my eyes on Creative Zen Micro since many yrs back, & my mom still refuse to get me one. ArGhZ...
Chem review test really sux. Was expecting it to be difficult, & it didnt fail to surprise me. S32 ppl thought i looked calm during the test! LOL! Maybe i was at the easier qns :p
And i finally understood binomial distribution! Yea! Now to poisson! Haha! Man.. My studies are lagging like shit. Econs is only at money supply la! What the hell is BoP?!?!?! Die le die le... I seriously need helping changing to mug mode. Hey! Rhymes :p
Wheee! So random today! For once there's no co tmr, wed. For once i dun feel as happy as i should be...
posted @23:54
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Haiz... 天下无不散的宴会
The effect when i put my mouse over the vjco pic is sooooo.. warm...
I swear i was just like some ppl last year & beginning of the year. Felt the co was boring, and literally had the thoughts of skipping co prac. Dragged myself to co despite so & only felt commited to it coz of the post i was given. But m glad that i no longer think so. Just regretted not _________________
Many ppl to thank.
Mdm wee, mr teo & ms meta for wonderful wonderful wonderful teachers-in-charge that ensured our well-being before & after syf. Seriously cant imagine vjco with other teachers-in-charge. They are seriously the best. :)
TTK & wu xiao zhong for, well, keeping our hopes alive despite all the confusion & also for sharing vast experiences that they have with us.
Exco, for if there wasnt u all to keep pushing me, i wuld hv fall behind way too easily.
Clayton for being the most inspiring & resilient leader i have ever seen! :)
Vincent for being who he is, bitchy as always! :p And of course being a wonderful lingzhou! :)
Sizhao for being a superb motivating concert master, making us believe in miracles! :)
Jolie for keeping guanyue so bonded, made me wanna make tanbo even more bonded! :)
Joel for the same reason & also for his perfectionistic push in us! :)
Serhua for being a wonderful player when it came to getting the first beat of my solo correct! & also being tolerant to the random body movements i make which must be very confusing! :)
Yijuan for always laughing during meetings & taking minutes! :)
Zilu for being there to niao ppl which entertains us! :)
Yonghong for being as bitchy as vincent & also being a wonderful person to talk to! :)
Daphne for constantly telling me how to improve my solo & encouraging me! :)
Ruth for printing scores for us! :)
Last but not the least, lydia, for taking over the mess i left behind and all the trouble that i gave when it came to strings & instruments.
I hope i didnt leave behind anyone. We might not have been the most bonded exco in vjco's history, but we r definitely the best! :) We will soon sit tgt for the last time...
Tanbo yue!!! 弹拨乐！！！
The 4 liuqins! For being so hardworking! I think our liuqin players are better than tjco's one coz i can hardly hear them from the recording! :) Esp jonathan for constantly pushing liuqin to work harder & achieve greater heights! :)
The 5 pipas! For working hard despite my constant hounding at u all! Esp johnathan for coming for prac & helping out with others! Yanling too for helping me look after the pipa ppl! And of course the other 3 who have put in their heart & soul to practising! I thank you all! :)
The 7 zhongruans! For being so pro! Esp zhou mo for keeping zhongruan tgt as i slacked off. U all r the best! And u all owned in the syf recording! :)
The 3 daruans! For staying till the end despite me giving little attention to u guys! You all are as pro! But at least u all became close friends! I hope! :)
Of course the 3 yangqins! For i m really sorry that i didnt pay much attention to u all despite me being in the same instru. Really regret it. Hope you all could forgive me on that. :)
Every single tanboyue ppl means a lot to me, coz it is u all that made life in tanbo & co much more lively! Without u all, there wun be me. I sincerely thank all of you from the bottom of my heart! :)
VS ppl! For being who u r! Always entertaining everyone in co & making co life so much less boring! Esp over the past few weeks! It's as if i got to know u guys even better! And also sorry for pangseh-ing u guys at times when i felt it became too clique-ish. And of course for being so gayish! :)
DHS ppl! Although i couldnt enter dhs in sec 1, i still got to know u all. Call it coincidence, call it fate, u guys are the best! DHSCO guo ran ming bu xu chuan.. (果然名不虚传)
Finally not forgetting the rest of the orchestra which though we may not have many chances in interacting, has played a part in shaping everyone! :) Esp guanyue i suppose, for always making after-prac life so cool! Always there to bitch & niao ppl! Always ready to open ur arms to welcome anyone who wants to join u guys! (except for some ppl :p)
And of course the 'soccer team'! The cage this monday! Cant wait although my soccer skills are way worse than my yq skills! :)
Hope i didnt miss anyone.
Then there is my family, for constantly supporting me when i pursue co depite never telling me directly in my face. U know i still care abt u all, coz although i dun say it, when i hv to make decisions between family & friends, i still choose u all. I just hate making decisions when it involves both family & friends, coz these r 2 things which i cherish & treasure the most! :)
And so things have to come to an end. No more vjco emo-ing stuff. This chapter will end now & life has to go on. Perhaps this chapter will only end officially after handover or chalet, but even so, a new chapter has to begin. Friday to me was a day of emptiness that i hv never felt before in my entire life. It was even more empty compared to 23 dec last yr. As this emptiness gets filled up by other things that i hv happily sidelined & ignored in the past, i can only savage & savour the remnents of the vague memories that would fade into history like how photos turn yellow with time. The pics i look at now with teerapong's blog song playing in the background would someday be as significant as any pics in my picture library, but before it does, i just want to spend the remaining times just, well, emo-ing in front of it. It's as if u know it will be gone, but still hope for a miracle. I will feel better..... Everyone will too......
I hate u teerapong! U made ur blog so emo! :( Thnx teerapong :)
维多利亚初级学院华乐团万岁！I love you VJCO!*flips to next chapter*
posted @14:31
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Quote from hongzhou, "But then again, what other platforms, are there for performing groups to show their true potential?"
Haiz.. No one outside the co realm seem to understand this.
And chan poh meng better give full day. I m already buay song that he's not giving the whole week off coz of the 3 golds & 4 gwhs...
King of emo teerapong is indeed king of emo. Like what he said, no words can replace how we truely feel. His blog make me wanna cry...
posted @23:02
Haiz.. No more co for me anymore.. Just like what mdm wee said, i m sorta experiencing it's withdrawal symptoms. I asked wilson today if he would continue co in uni, but he doesnt know the ans.. Neither do i. So, that's 10 yrs for me, at least for now..
I will miss this day forever. I wasnt only emo coz we didnt get gwh, but also coz no more vjco..
Friday was mass pon day. Lessons ended for me at 0915. Slacked with co ppl. I guess i might hv shocked mr shi. I nv pon his lessons without any valid reasons before. Well, i did shock frederick i think..
To a better week ahead. I hate this nostalgic feeling. It's just like when TIP ended...
Damm complicated sia..
posted @22:10
Thursday, May 10, 2007
我不甘愿!!!!!!!!!!!!
F*** LA!
So be it. What's over is over. Pissed over ppl, pissed over myself. But at the end of the day, it's not who i m pissed with that i rmb, but who i spent my time with that i care most. I guess gold made me realise one thing: wateva we get, we r still vjco. Every single member rox! Really, it has been a long time since i enjoyed co as much as i did, maybe even more. I LUV VJCO! I cant imagine how life will be like tmr without co. Cant wait for the next co gathering! Luv u guys!
Off to listen to our recording!!! :)
posted @22:53
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
So... SYF is tmr. How time really flies. Don't want to expect too much out of results. Afterall, results are just ink on paper. What's most impt is for me to play as i like.. :p My solo still sux, but it's better than before. As i said, it can only get better! I really hope so! It will! :)
Shall retire early for the night. Whole day in school today, and my mind is constantly filled with co stuff.
Listening to chun mp3..
Off to sleep soon..
I will be back tmr.. Hopefully to talk abt our GOLD WITH HONOURS! :):):) jia you jia you jia you!
posted @22:10
Sunday, May 06, 2007
CoOl!
Yes! Blogger html is back to normal!
The effect when u put ur mouse over the ecp pic is DAMM COOL!!!
posted @23:28
I hv no idea whether is it the fault of my computer, or blogger. Coz the same html prob still persist from yesterday. Just hope that blogger dun screw up my post again.
Woke up at 1130 today.. latest time ever over the past month or sth. Been forgoing my sleep for insignificant stuff like blogging & going on msn. Yet it's these stuff that seem to make my life less boring. Academics have long dissolved in my busy schedule. Perhaps it was just sidelined by selfish, lazy little me.
Haiz.. Wasted my whole day as usual. Looks like more time will be wasted. Dad's phone can support AE2 & i m happily playing it since just now. Think i may just complete the campaign by later.. Haha. Rest day rmb? :p
Off to play AE2.. :p
I hate time. It doesnt stop. How i wish someone invents a way to stop time. And thnx daryl for yesterday night.. haha!
posted @16:03
Saturday, May 05, 2007
TIP presentation! Our last official meeting.. More tip outings! Hehe!
Part of VJCO after our soccer match at ecp! Fun Fun Fun! Jia you for syf ah!!! :):):) GOLD WITH HONOURS! HAha!
posted @22:27
ArGhZ! Blogger is screwed man.. Type such a long post only to get deleted by blogger. ArGhZ..
Anw, was saying how emo & sad i got when i got home. Then went blog hopping & ended up in flora's blog with that cute song which i heard & made me feel better. Then someone also told me that my solo today was nicer than before, which made me feel even better. Shall work harder for my solo & cont to improve it till syf! And also hope that guanyue ppl wun mind me intruding into their blogs & linking them. :D
Shall leave all the emo stuff out. Coz i dun feel emo le! Haha!
GP tuition postponed! Glad i hv an understanding GP tutor who knows tat i m damm tired during this time of pre-syf period. Get to rest tmr! Which means no tutorials will be done! HAha! But then slacking now = harder work next time. Jia you bah..
Soccer today was fun! Though my feet really ache now la. Run bare-footed in mud-infested field. Wl! Whose idea was it! haha! I guess it will be our last activity tgt before syf... Hope chalet will be even more fun! Haha! And i better not get sick again! ArGhZ! Max 3 more dinner session after prac before syf. How time flies... I seriously think i will miss vjco... And i m touched by some actions of others in co...
Wheee! I shall remain happy like how i was, how i am, & how i will always be! :):):)
GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF AH! HAha!
posted @22:16
Friday, May 04, 2007
Ancient Empire 2!!!
Wheee! May le! 6 more days to syf! Crap.. And my solo still sux.. Kns...
This week hv been relatively eventful. Spent labour day in school for co prac, had frisbee & soccer wif co peeps after tat before climbing gate out of school. Also passed napfa with relatively surprised results. Hehe! Oh! Must thank mr yong for helping me.. :p
School life has been 'fantastic' as well. Fantastically boring & sleepy. Today's bio lec was exceptionally boring. Ms Chua forever ends her sentence as if she is out of breath. Serious! Go notice! Haha! Walked out halfway during lecture to eat coz i didnt feel quite well. Chem lec the day before was the best. Taught proteins, sth that half the lecture learnt more than a yr ago. The bio-takers talked, the phy-takers talked too, and the whole lec was noisy. I slept, wanyun slept, even huayshan slept. Haiz..
Starting to feel the sense of bond with co. I guess it just takes longer for me. And i really start to feel as if syf marks the end of my jc life. Haiz.. Check out teerapong's blog! So many co-related videos! Fun things we do after co pracs! Hehe!
Sometimes i wish i would be different or acted differently given similar circumstances. Still.. Wat's over is over. I guess that's wat many face, doing things that we never know would hv such an impact on others yet (hopefully) sometimes knowing it only too late to change others' perceptions. Life is just so full of hatred & frustration. Yet we seek to fit in. What the hell is wrong with this world?!?!
So be it..
Tmr got co prac! hehe! Cant wait for co outing! :p
And i got Ancient Empire 2! But my stupid phone cant play it! ArGhZ!!!!!!!!! But at least i can send to ppl.. :) haha!
posted @22:42
