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posted @22:00
Perhaps
I had always wished for less laziness & more determination & perseverence. Perhaps laziness will cause my downfall one day. Haiz.. As usual, studying is going at a snail's pace. I think i have accomplished 20% of my studies. 80% left to accomplish in 2 days. As i have been telling myself, there is no way that i can do better than my midyrs.
Perhaps liang is right too. I may be easily influenced by others. Forgot the word he used. Yet, wat's wrong with tat? How do u define whether u r easily influenced or not? My mom always nag at me for following the crowd, but wat's wrong wif tat? Haiz..
Blogged almost everyday. Guess that's an amazing feat on itself. Hope i can still continue taking my H3.
Stupid rain. Wet my maths notes which were near the window. Crap.
posted @12:11
Friday, September 29, 2006
mom saw my pic!!
My mom saw the poser pic of mine taken from TIP! She was shouting in the house after seeing it. Woke me up. Oh man. Haha! Dun worry, she did a i-m-not-angry shout, which just made me a little awkward. Haha! Enjoy the clip...
posted @10:51
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Smile!
Sometimes i just hope that i understand less of books & more of life. I guess in life, we just have to give & take.
Mom refuse to let me go airport to camp one entire night. She dun even allow me to go out in the day to study! Say that my good old method of studying at home has worked well for the past decade. Well, apparantly she doesnt know that i have accomplished about only 10% of what is abt to be tested for promos. Never mind.. I still owe her for allowing me to go taiwan after so much persuassion. Shall be a good boy then. This didnt stop me from planning my study timetable. I intend to: - Study throughout the night without sleeping, accomplishing an entire subject. - Study bio tmr. - Study chem the following day. - Econs shall be achieved throughout the last 2 days of my study leave. I think i overestimate my own studying ability. Considering that i only studied 2 chaps of bio, chem & half of my maths syllabus for the past few days, it is close to impossible. Haha. Still.. I believe in miracles! Haha! I DREAM! Yea.. i can continue dreaming all right...
Kk, enuf abt studying. GP paper sux. Quote from mrs koh when we saw her aft the paper: 'all the victims come out bleeding.' Internal bleeding in the brain & fingers ah! Crap. Passage 2 sux. They should ban GP scripts from having a 2nd passage. Didnt have time to complete AQ either. Praying that my essay met requirements, though i rarely do. Haiz..
Aft GP was quite emotional for me. I was alone for most part. Seeing liang, foong, joan, weeling, fiona wif their class make me feel.. bad.. It's as if my class dun exist. It's split. Yet, i cant help but to think that i played a part in it, a major part. TIP has alienated my from my class. I wasnt very very bonded to my class in the first place, & the situation turned for the worst. I sorta figured it out a couple of weeks ago & tried to communicate more & be proactive. Yet, i was never the noisy one or socialable one. Then there was the time when class gathering ended up with chengwei waiting alone for 1 hr wif no one turning up. The more i think abt it, the worse i feel. Suddenly have the urge to have some sort of class gathering after promos. Maybe it's just tat everyone has commitments. Maybe i have been thinking too much. Maybe it's just me. Hope that my personal opinion doesnt affect anyone in anyway. I strive to be proactive in class! Haha! My new resolution. If you need someone smiling to brighten up your day, find me! Rest assure that i will always be smiling in class. :) I choose to believe that our class is more than just united. It's just not obvious on the surface, but deep down, i can feel it. :) 06S33 ROX!!!
Pessimism may be infectious, but optimism lasts longer. Haha! Just thought of that. What better way to achieve optimism then to SMILE! Haha! I sound like an ambassador to the 4 million smiles campaign. Haha!
You know that you have been slacking too much during a major exam when you start blogging everyday. Haha! I think i m the only one who does that! OMG!
May the force be with everyone! Haha!
posted @21:38
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
in love and ... ... lonely
Chanced upon this pic while surfing blogskins.com. Fell in love with it instantly. Dunno y. It's just that feeling, u know, the feeling that ppl have always tried to define, tried to use biology or chemistry to explain it, lust for it while whining about it. It's sth called 'love at first sight'.
posted @22:06
Accidentally in Love
Wheee! Added a light-hearted song. Hope that everyone is 'accidentally in love' with promos! Haha!
Big apologises!! It's HADY! Not Hardy. So sorry. The consequences of not watching singapore idol. :p
I guess horoscope may be correct to a certain extend. My 'charm' worked after all. Maybe it's just luck. Either way, m glad that things are finally over.
Hmpf...
posted @11:43
Monday, September 25, 2006
Hardy!
Hardy is our next Singapore Idol! Sorta prefered him coz felt tat his voice was better than jonathan. Didnt vote though, but just glad that it happened. I somehow had the feeling that the judges didnt quite anticipate that. Well, besides admiring freddy for being such a lucky guy to be able to perform & take photos wif the finalists, & feeling that deb is gg crazy over paul, Singapore Idol doesnt leave much impact on me. I didnt even watch it until last night! At least i could recognise some of the finalists. :p
Cant believe that i actually watched close to 5 hrs of tv today! Crap. Another day gone. Hope that tonite will be a productive one. All the best to all who is mugging hard! Ciaoz..
YOU GIVE ME WINGS!!!
posted @22:30
OMG! Band 2!!!
Read weiqin's blog & saw him mention about horoscope. Decide to look at mine too...
Sagittarius (i didnt know it was double t :p) 'Being irresistible is not exactly a foreign concept for you, but the stars give you magnetism extra heft these days. People fall under your spell as if hypnotised. Make sure you use these powers for good.'
Dun resist! Just fall for me! Haha! Man.. sometimes you just love what they say in the newspapers. Hope my hypnotism skills work for some ppl too...
Sec school rankings are finally out in today's newspaper! WA LIAOZ!!! VS band 2.. Crap.. Fell by 1 band. So so so so so wrong la.. Pang sai.. Worse! Xinmin & st nics are in band 1. ArGhZ. Can imagine sembawang girl, weeling & xuan laughing at us. ArGhZ.. Smsed liang the moment i saw the ranking. His reply... 'Xinmin come jc only, dunno how to oxidise alkene. Lol. St nicks come jc only, either stone or lose notes. Hahaz.' .. WHY?!?!
Anw, thnx liang for calling. Thnx for your concern. Hope it turns out fine too. :)
You know what life teaches you? How to whine. Countless of blogs have posts that whine abt this, whine abt tat. Whine abt the upcoming exams, whine abt BGR, whine abt the stress, & of course whine abt life itself. But u know wat else does life teaches you? It teaches you the meaning behind the words 'too bad'. Promos sux! TOO BAD! Stop whining, pick urself up & drag urself thru tis period! Why doesnt tis gal like me??? TOO BAD! Shun her if you want, but you still must continue life! So.. I shall be less whinny then.. Haiz..
Parents back home.. Off to try to study...
posted @16:29
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Feeling like shit
Ok.. I really feel like shit now. Y? Coz of cip hrs. I hv a miserable 8 hrs only. I really need to go do some cip. Haiz.. My new resolution - do more cip! Haiz..
You carry a bag that seems to weigh endlessly heavy and try to climb this steep mountain to reach the peak. Climbing for 16 yrs already, the peak is still no where in sight, but the wise & experience ones have the foresight. They indulge you in the rewards that you will experience when you reach the peak. They push u, they say they guide you, they claim that you will make it if you listen to them. You push on, thinking that they must be right. So many of your peers are climbing too. The elders must be right! As you ascend, your bag gets heavier & heavier. The height of your climb seems to be exponentially proportional to the weight of the bag. You curse, you swear. Then it rained. You hang on tight. You survive. Then a mudslide. You hang on again. You survive once more. You cont climbing. You will reach the peak. An avalanche! You give up.
Kk.. My story gets crappier & crappier..
posted @13:07
Saturday, September 23, 2006
:-)
It is weird how no one comes online anymore. You know that it is the peak timing, but yet the ppl u expect to see appear offline. The thought of it is simply traumatising. Either they are studying, or sleeping early coz they are tired from all the studying or just preparing to mug the entire night. Perhaps i should appear offline too.
Did some blog surfing today. Visited blogs that i forsaken for many many weeks. Seeing liang's blog make me ponder about my comprehension, analytical & expression skills. His posts are simply chim. But great meanings behind them. I think almost all the blogs i have read are similar to his. I can see my GP grade taking a dive...
Not really productive today. Went through the most part of maths. Wonder if i m able to do any maths qn. Go search for past yr maths paper & found out tat none were given. Great.. Shall have to go find some other sources. Gonna start on bio tonite. All the best ann siong! haha! Oh! I helped huay shan just now with a chem qn! So proud of myself! :)
You see a huge mountain in front of you. You thought that a greener pasture awaits you behind the mountain. You trod, you climb, you crawl, you climb, you drag, you waddle. You finally overcome the mountain but see another bigger one behind. Life never fail to twist when you least expected. When the road ahead seems cleared & smooth going, a boulder lands in front of you. You squeeze past the boulder to find a dead end. You stare at the dirt road. You curse, you cry, you pray, you yell for help. Then.... you simply give up. Go down on your knees, head down. Just when you think it cannot get any worse, it started raining. You tears stay hidden among the water droplets.......
I tried. Maybe i have been doing it the wrong way.
Hope that my smile will bring happiness to everyone around me. :) If it does, it's worth it...
posted @22:50
The roof is on fire!
Haha! Cant find the mtv version so will just have to settle for this. Haha! It is like some 'america's funniest home video' clip! Cant stop laughing when i saw it! Haha! Lina introduced this song to me. Haha! Say it would relief some stress from mugging. Hope this clip will help relief even more stress from those who are mugging hard! Good luck for promos! Enjoy!
posted @17:02
Friday, September 22, 2006
Thank you!!!
A few person i need to thank. The list goes... 1) Mr Gi - i know some ppl will make noise. But he helped me get out of the predicament i was in. Thank you! 2) Mrs Choo 3) Mdm Teo 3) TIPers! 4) Everyone who know abt my predicament & helped me in one way or another. THANK YOU!!! I really feel bad having to bother so many ppl. Just for me, a nobody, they have to do so much stuff. Thank you is insufficient to express my gratitude. I assure everyone that once i m out of the predicament, which i sincerely hope i will, i will be a better person. Haiz.. But i m really touched, esp wat some of the TIPers said to me.. THANK YOU GUYS!!!
Haiz.. with the end of my predicament in sight, i can finally heave a sigh of relief & turn my focus back to studying. Studying process have been really bad. Think i have only accomplished like 10% of econs & bio, 20% of maths & chem. Haiz.. It really sux when u know that some of the TIPers are studying together but u cant join them. Haiz.. Well. Sometimes fate can be quite cruel. It brings ppl together but dun let them stay together. Haiz..
Anw, dun be so sad freddy. You still hv time to study. :) Take it as a time to hv fun at mediacorp, hv a break from studies. Look out for Kelly Clarkson! Haha!
Took bus home with terence today. Apparantly, is his first time going home straight away after his lessons! Haha! It has been quite some time since i did tat too! Haha! Talked to him a little abt life.. He's quite a nice guy to talk to actually. Haha! Dun worry terence, things will work out fine. 传到桥头自然直! haha! ^.^
Handed in my ogl form today. Pai seh. Forgot all about it. Deborah was happily showing my TIP photo to everyone. Haiz.. I really hv no more passport size photo!!!
Still praying that things will turn out right...
posted @22:16
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
chicken story
Something emo.. 'Sometimes i take a carton of eggs out of the fridge and look at it and think that maybe one day i'll crack an egg and a little baby chicken will fall out, and i'll wash him off and raise him indoors and then............................ then i'll have a friend.'
Dun worry. I have friends. Best one, close ones, good ones & many others that i have yet to get to know better. Just feel that it is quite emo which suits my current feeling. Anyone in need of a friend can feel free to find me! Coz...
'Don't walk in front of me, i may not follow. Don't walk behind me, i may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.' 'The best memories come from the best of times, which can only come from the best of friends.' 'We're not siblings by birth, but we've known from the start, fate brought us together to be brothers and sisters by heart.'
Haha.. Shall not take credit for this. Got this from the TIP video that bryan made, so credit should go to him. But everything u re-look at the video, think about things & come across such words, a weird feeling will arise. Don't know how to explain it. Just weird. But warm. Haha. U get wat i mean. Just remember, you can live without enemies, you can live without wealth, but you cannot live without friends...
Hope things will settle out.. My life rating.. Approaching infinity. Haiz..
posted @23:57
Monday, September 18, 2006
Bored bear
If fred is one bored frog, i m one bored bear.. So brighten up my day willya?!?! Haha! ^.^ Fred said before how a smile can bring happiness to others around them. I sorta agree too. Dun u all think that i smile more now?!?! Haha! Hope it can bring you all happiness too! ^.^
Men Are Hard To Please The problems with GUYS: If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u Don't, he says u are PROUD. If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG. If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS. If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT. If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?) If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him; If u do!! he says u are CHEAP. If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME; If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him. If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so. If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT! If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK; If he does WELL, it's BRAINS. If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!! If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true....... but if u don't, they say u are selfish..... The moral of the story is.......SEND THIS TO GUYS OUT THERE ANYWAY... Send to the girls too for some laughter!!!!
I bet a girl wrote that.. & i bet that there will be exceptionally more people online tonite. Rushing EoM dateline mah.. Haha! All the best to everyone doing EoM including myself! Hope such random posts brighten up the time when you have to do boring tasks such as EoM! :p
posted @19:11
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Some logic
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________
OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________
SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________
HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________
LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does. _____________________________
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument. _____________________________
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
posted @12:47
Touching story
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world. Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives. Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do. Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game. Daniel: What game? Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend. Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..?
DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film. DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together. DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed.. DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes. DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something. DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident. DAY 29: (11:37 pm) Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road.. Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks. Daniel: Wait for me... 20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine. Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel? Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened? Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital. (11.57pm) The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine. Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says: Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.."Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping? THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY... ************************************************************************************ Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...
posted @01:30
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Suteki Da Ne (Isn't it beautiful?)
I know it's 1 day late, but better late than never... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECK CHUAN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI XIN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLIN!!! Didn't know that so many ppl i know have their birthday on 15th sep. Anw, wish that all of their wishes come true & that they stay happy & young always. Remember, staying happy is a remedy for youth. :p Haha.
Oh, how can i forget. HAPPY BRITHDAY DAVID 吳正國!!! 又張大一歲了喔！祝你天天開心，永遠青春，願望都會實現！十二月快到了！
Haha. For those who cant read chinese on my blog, u can try going to View > Encoding > Unicode. It worked for most ppl. :p
Wasted another saturday. Only studied maths graphing technique. But what more can i ask for? Random feelings & thoughts just keep flooding me when i try to study. Ppl i suddenly start admire. Haiz.. As i said, it was random.
Feel that i have been ka chiau-ing ppl for no apparant reason lately. Sorry for disturbing...
Got hooked on to the song 'Suteki Da Ne'. It's a FFX song. Freddy's blog song. It's bloody nice la!Cant wait to get my hands on the piano score. I dunno jap, but who cares...
(My) heart is swimming in words formed by the wind. (My) voice carried by a cloudy tommorrow.
A mirror moved by the moon, trembled my heart. Soft tears filled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it beautiful? Two of us walking hand in hand. I want to go to your town, your home, your arms.
I dream of lying against your chest. My body in your clasp, disappearring into the evening.
Words stopped by the wind are a gentle illsion. A cloud-torned tommorrow is a far-away voice.
My heart has been in a moon-blocked flowing mirror. Stars that swayed and flowed can't hide my tears.
Isn't it beautiful? Two of us walking hand in hand. I want to go to your town, your home, your arms.
I dream of your face that softly melts in the morning.
Suteki da ne (romanji)
Kaze ka yose ta kotoba ni Oyoi da, kokoro o Kumo ka hakobu ashita ni Hazu n da koe
Tsuki ka yureru kagami ni Furue ta, kokoro o Hoshi ka nagare kobore ta Yawarakai namida
Suteki da ne Futari te wo tori aruke ta nara Iki tai yo Kimi no machi Ie ude no naka
Sono mune Karada azuke Yoi ni magire Yumemiru
Kaze wa toma ni kotoba wa Yasashii maboroshi Kumo wa yabure ashita wa Tooku no koe
Tsuki ka nijimu kagami wo Nagare ta, kokoro o Hoshi ka yurete kobore ta Kaku se nai namida
Suteki da ne Futari te wo tori aruke ta nara Iki tai yo Kimi no machi Ie ude no naka
Sono kao Sotto furete Asa ni tokeru Yumemiru
posted @23:35
Friday, September 15, 2006
Nostalgia
http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=a625888&b=1&f=1478261886&p=0 Another TIP video! Compliments from Andy! Enjoy! Coz i really did! Brought back memories! Tons of them! Haha! The TIPers sure do have a lot of talented ppl. Maybe mr gi was right afterall. Infocomm club may be out of job soon. :p
So. Yet another day of school life, lectures tutorials, & how can we forget our 'beloved' EoM (less commonly known as Evaluation of Materials for we just want to say the acronym asap). Of course with EoM, there's GOI (Generation of Idea) & A&E (Analysis & Evaluation). Crap. EoM cost me precious sleeping time. I cant believe that i m giving up my beauty sleep for such thing, such dun-waste-my-time-pls thing. Like what i told yan hao, it infuses me with this 'sux feeling'.
Haiz.. TIP TIP TIP TIP TIP.. How i miss these times. True tat we r regaining our normal lives once again, yet each time those familiar songs are being played, i cant help but feel a sense of nostalgia. Seriously, r our lives still the same? I cant bet for those who didnt join us aft part I of the programme, but mine definitely have. Haiz..
Life index: 1600. It's like some cold war period now. Tense period where no one says anything, do anything, in case it escalates to a full scale war...
Off to EoM-ing. Crap... Blame myself for being so lazy..
posted @22:55
Thursday, September 14, 2006
It's as if no one cares anymore...
It's as if no one cares anymore...
posted @23:20
Go or not to go?
Quote of the day: "I m shocked!" By: MaoLin Explicit details inconvenient to comment :p
In life, must we always choose? Must i always give up what i really want to make way for what others want of me? Is that impressionism - like wat liang always say - or simply just wat life is all about. Haiz.. So should i go for what i want or what others want of me? Haha. How ironic. It's as if i have a choice to choose when in actual fact, i dont. How how how??? Now i really really want.. Want to..
On a scale of 1-10, rate your life. Today, mine's 800. It will just increase exponentially until the situation is settled. I can see an imminent war.
Played soccer today for PE. Wasnt really into soccer, so simply took the opportunity to slack & run only when required. Just wanted to run here & there to make PE sessions worthwhile. :p So when i got the ball, i ran like crazy, though it went out like free too. Think i burnt of the calories i took in yesterday while eating the brownie! Yes! & to my delight, i didnt gain any weight from all the reckless eating i have done. Yes yes yes! Haha! Had GP essay today too. Funny thing was that i was listening to Yes 933 while doing GP essay. Haha. Listen to a chinese radio station while doing english essay. Nice one. Wonder how i will fair for this essay?? Haha. Getting more & more worried for a levels already. Afraid that my grp wun do well for PW. Afraid that i wun do well for my chinese a lvl. Afraid that i cant clear promos. Afraid that i cant go taiwan. Afraid of this, afraid of that. Things will be very messy until 6 dec. Cant wait for the day to arrive. Then again, i may not want that day to come if things were to develop as it is developing now. Haiz..
Random thoughts: Do i always say 'ok la'???
posted @22:38
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I prayed
I prayed. Hope that things will change. Will never know if things will remain. But I prayed.
1-10, rate your life, mine's a shocking 400!
It's amazing wat fate & 30 people can do to u. It's also amazing how fate & 30 people can change your perspection of life. It's also amazing how 1 mother can go against fate & 30 people. Finally, it's amazing how i managed to go thru life as it is.
So, today have been quite a fruitful day. Planned to go home straight away after school to take a nap & chiong my studies at night. End up staying back in sch, studying wif foong, liang & mao. Did 4 qns of AP/GP. Also read thru a little of alkenes. As usual, wat else can 4 guys crap abt? But i must admit i cant imagine studying wif anyone else. Think i m becoming hypocritical. Hope not. Really pity Joan. Hope you are ok & things will turn out to be harmless. Dun cry. Always be optimistic! That's y u r number 1 remember?? Haha! Joking joking. But really hope that things will turn out fine. We still want our lao da! ^_^
EoM sux Promos sux WR sux OP sux A level sux Attachment sux Life sux
posted @22:52
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Lonely
Lonely, lonely, lonely. Ever walked the path of loneliness? The feeling of being alone has never been more disturbing & demoralising. What's more, i have no siblings to share with. Parents out everyday when i get home. Stare at ceiling everyday when i get home. Talk to walls or shower screen. Haiz.. Perhaps it's fate. Perhaps it's fate that so many things come crashing towards me at a time like this. So many things that arent suppose to happen happening. So many things that i didnt expect to occur occured. It is just weird. How sometimes when u really wish for something, it doesnt happen. Instead, what you dun wish for, or nv ever wanted, keeps happening again & again, as if to strike you down no matter wat. I really wonder how i m gonna last till my taiwan trip! ArGhZ. Taiwan trip.. Perhaps i said it too early. Perhaps it will not be there when i reach then. Just counted. 84 more days before the day i depart singapore to a so-longing place called taiwan. Meet the bestest buddy in the world! Leon! Oh man! The countless memories that flood me every now & then never fail to pick me up when i m down.. alone.. It's as if life would sink without them. Yet, i know that there r still ppl who care around me. Really sorry to these ppl. Just feel that i have a really slow adaptation time which may put many ppl off. The sense of nostalgia is simply too great. Friendship that you dont want to lose, ever want to lose. Getting to know ppl is fate. Sometimes seeing ppl everyday make you think that they will always be there. You know a chinese saying goes, 'take it for granted'. Perhaps that's the state i m in now. Forgive me. It's tearing me apart. Then come promos. Then all the SPA & stuffs. Then A level struck me, a feeling much worse than o level. If o level was like a tsunami, a level would be like a meteor striking earth. Then attachment programme must come in that clashes with everything i have planned so carefully. Now my future hangs thinly on a thread that seems about to break anytime. Not only my future, but also my life! Lonely lonely lonely. I dun seem to even know myself anymore.
1-10, rank your life. 200!
Wheee! Had GP lessons in concourse today! Haha! Quite a brand new experience. Apart from the lack of audibility during our discussion & my attention always wondering off to others in the concourse, it was quite fun. Mrs Koh released us early for once! She meant 5 secs i think, not 5 min. Btw, mrs koh (this time our maths tutor) is pregnant! Congrats!!! Hope the baby is very very cubby! Haha! Cubby babies are lucky babies! I was once one too! Haha! Serious! Like i emphasized.. ONCE! Right... Suppose to go home early to take a nap so i can chiong tonite. Ended up playing frisbee. Haiz.. Now i need nestle coffee tmr. Foong discourage me from trying red bull as it's bad for health. I only too 1 sip in my entire life. All right.. Just being random.. I have never taken a neoprint in my entire 16+++ years alive! *hint hint* Haha! & i miss that time when liang, chengwei, jian rong & me went kbox! Haha! Oh man! I wanna go again aft promos! kk. More randomness. Btw, today's ms lim's bday! Happy bday ms lim! Then tmr is guojie's bday! Happy bday guojie! Haha! Wait till u see wat presents u get from your fellow ct councillors! Haha! May all bday boys & girls who have grown one yr older/mature have all their wishes come true! ^_^
Hmm.. Off to do my econs tutorial le.. 'The sky's the limit'. I say ur mind's the limit...
posted @23:58
Monday, September 11, 2006
How screwed is your life...
How screwed is your life??? On a scale of 1 - 10, i give mine 100...
posted @21:31
Sunday, September 10, 2006
范逸臣 - Love Story
歌手：范逸臣 歌曲：Love Story 专辑：《不说出的温柔》
Love Story歌词： 作词：F.I.R阿沁 作曲：F.I.R阿沁 编曲：Terence Teo (韩剧"甜蜜间谍"片尾曲)
Her voice is echoed in my mind I count the days till she is mine Can't tell my friends 'cos they will laugh I love a member of the staff
I fight my way to front of class To get the best view of her ass I drop a pencil on the floor She bends down and shows me more...
* That's what I go to school for Even though it is a real bore You can call me crazy I know that she craves me That's what I go to school for Even though it is a real bore Girlfriends I've had plenty None like Miss Mackenzie That's what I go to school for That's what I go to school for
So she may be thirty-three But that doesn't bother me Her boyfriends working out of town I find a reason to go round
I climb a tree outside her home To make sure she is all alone I see her in her underwear I can't help but stop and stare
*
Everyone that you teach all day knows you're looking at me in a different way I guess that's why my marks are getting so high I can see those tell tale signs telling me that I was on your mind I could see that you want it more when you told me that I'm what you go to school for I'm what you go to school for
She's packed her bag its in the trunk Looks like she's picked herself a hunk We drive past school to say goodbye My friends they can't believe their eyes...
*
Trust me, that's not what i go to school for. Haha! Got to know about this song from maolin yesterday at boonkeng macs. Found it cute, so here's it. Have fun listening to it. :p
posted @11:08
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Why kissing is good for you...
Kissing is good for you. Heard this from yes 933 this afternoon. There are 4 reasons why: 1) Kissing stimulates saliva secretion which keeps your teeth & gums health. Saliva kills germs apparantly. 2) Improves complexion. Apparantly, passionate kissing activates 30+ muscles in your face. Exercising these muscles gives you better complexion. 3) Hear this girls! You lose weight when you kiss! (Preferably passionate ones) Haha! I dunno y, but apparantly, they say it does. :p 4) You will lose any pain sensations when you kiss. Explains for itself. All those hormones & stuffs. Haha. Dun take my word for it. Try it. :p Ok... maybe it's better just to keep this for future references.
Managed to convince my mom to let me get out of house. Joined TIP peeps at boonkeng to crap till my mom called & scream into the phone. Didnt do much, as usual. Trying to do my EoM now. It sux to know that EoM is due the following week & that you havent even done your 1st draft yet. Help me! Someone! As always, i m constantly wishing. :p
posted @23:59
Friday, September 08, 2006
0.000000000001%
Actually I sincerely believe that more that 7% will forward this. But then again, I believe the glass is half full too:
A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island. The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agree that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island. The first thing the first man prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren. After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land. On the other side of the island, there was nothing. Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food. The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the second man still had nothing. Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that his wife and he could leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at his side of the island. The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered. As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from Heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?" "My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them," the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered, and so he does not deserve anything." "You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings." "Tell me," the first man asked the voice, "what did he pray for that I should owe him anything?" "He prayed that all your prayers be answered."
For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us. When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of you! If you are one of the 7% who will stand up for him forward this with the title "I am one of the 7%". 93% of people won't forward this.
Well.. I m a free-thinker, but i chose to be neither the 7% nor 93%. But such story indeed have much depth to it. I dun think many ppl will visit my blog, but hope that everyone's wishes will come true. Believe me, i m praying & wishing everyday...
posted @20:41
chain letters
Do you often receive chain letters/emails? Do you send it to others? Well, i always receive them but i dun believe in sending them. Guess that's why my luck is always down... But yet i said i dun believe it. The irony.
posted @10:01
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Hmmm..
Have you ever wondered why most songs are love songs?
Our table! I had sooo much fun! Haha! Group photo with mr tan ban huat! Our 'favourite' ss/hist teacher! haha!
posted @11:20
Sian..
Grounded at home today. Mom dun allow me to go play frisbee wif the frisbee team today. :( Will be stuck at home the whole day. Can predict that nth will be done, as usual.
Yesterday, the whole of co exco met in sch to clean up the co room, prepare open house souveniers & paint banner. The co room was damm dusty! It hasnt been cleaned for more than 10 years! Haha! The banner looked ok, though i didnt see the final product. Left halfway to help joel & clayton clean the co room. Thought that it would end at 4pm or sth. Ended up reaching home at 8pm. Bath & ate dinner before gg kovan macdonalds to join TIP peeps who were studying. My mom didnt allow but i still went, landing meself in the predicament i m in now - stuck at home.
Anw, went to kovan macs on tues too to study wif the TIP peeps! Of course, that was also against my mom's wishes. Stayed till 6pm or sth before i made the stupid decision to call my mom. Ended up home in less than half & hr.
And then there was the sunday study session in funan IT mall macs! Haha! By the time i reached there, yinghan had left & foong, mao & me decided to go changi airport to send guo lao shi off. Met teckchuan at the airport studying with guanyee & shanru. The 4 of us then went on to send guo lao shi off. Vjco representatives.. Haha.
Saturday was family 3 day. Performed nan mei zhi xing. Went on to sit uncle ringo's ride 3 times. My joints ached like mad aft tat! I even had bruises the next day! Went with daphne & joel for lunch aft that & we kept complaining how painful our joints & limbs were, all the way from school until we reach suntec! HAha! Had to rush home after tat to change before gg to vs for vs 130th anniversary dinner. $25 for 4 hours of gathering & a 8 course meal. I think the gathering took most out of the $25. Despite the SC table being very close, i reverted back to my old vs self. Haha. Was swearing like free! Lol! The irony was that 8/10 of the 4A peeps on my table were from vj! All were from S3 fac which means i see them everyday in school! Haha! Not forgetting that fred, chengwei & hanteng was also from my class. Haha. Some gathering! Jianrong didnt fail to amuse us by letting us temper with his drink. Cheers to pepper! Haha! I could swear that the drink looked different from the rest. Jianrong failed to notice & we failed to hold back our laughter! Haah!
Life sux with promos coming. Everyone is mugging! It's so wrong, esp when i cant get myself to start. Just when 26 days have passed since our taiwan buddies left us, 26 days are left till our promos. How time flies, though it doesnt matter if i m hving fun or not. Studying session with TIP peeps are sooo much fun! Though i agree with foong that some of the peeps have mia-ed for so long, i m afraid of forgetting how they look. Just took some time to look at the 2 videos. If i had weeling's (ms tan! Hah!) eyes, i swear i would start crying. It sux to be home alone, knowing u must do sth but yet not doing anything. All the best to everyone chionging for promos!
当然不能忘记其他的buddy们 Leon!!! （我的好buddy！) David Willy Dan Alex Andy William Stella Grace （我们的发行师！） Jane Annie Susan Renata Angel Linda 每一个人都在我脑海里有着深刻的印象 十二月我们一定要在见面哦！
