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Sunday, April 30, 2006


Come for VJCO concert!

11 May! Pls do not let our efforts go to waste! Come support us! Members of VJCO! Allow your ears to be indulged in the pleasant soothing CO music that is definitely worth ur $8!! Do not miss this wonderful performance! :)

Hmmm.. It has been quite some time since i posted something on my blog.. My sincere apologies esp to my 'fans'.. Haha :p . Anw, glad to be back.

So... some 20 days since the last time i posted something. Time to show u my hefty schedule again :p haha

Week 7: Starts tmr
Mon: May Day Hols! YaY! Watch harry potter! :p
Tues: Longest day of the wk. Hate tues. Hv co exco speech. Very nervous. Hope to get in.. Oh ya! Chinese cheng yu test.. basket..
Wed: Sch ends at 2.30. Co ends at 9. Yes, 9! Haha! Think the TIP interview is today too. Plus my piano auditions. Plus temasek seminar briefing. WoW! Busiest day of the wk.
Thurs: Sch ends at 2.30. Co ends at 8. Yes, 8! Haiz..
Fri: Half day coz of election on sat. Vjc apparently resides in joo chiat src. Haha!

Week 8: Co Concert!
Mon: Long day.. Co prac.. Chem SPA.. REAL ONE! Nervous nervous nervous..
Tues: Long day.. Co prac (full dress rehesal)
Wed: Long day.. Co prac.. Econs essay test.. fail liao...
Thurs: Concert day! Haha! 7.30 starts! Hope everything goes well!
Fri: Vesak DAY!!! Yay!!! Hol!

Week 9: Lz to type so much.. Chem SPA on mon.. Nervous nervous nervous..
Week 10: Bio SPA on wed.. Nervous nervous nervous.. Bio symposium..

Sometimes.. it's better to post ur schedule, in case forgetful ppl like me think tat there's nth on the nxt few wks & continue slacking. Haiz..

Anw, on to politics.. I read from The Sunday Times that singapore PM is earning abt $160,000 & MPs are earning abt $100,000 per month.. Read! It's sth interesting to note! SDP article! Haha! Sometimes, it's great to hear wat the opposition hv to say. Haha! I think that's wat singapore lacks sometimes. Haha.. Shallnt talk too much on politics..

Happy belated birthday deborah! Haha! so random..

Wheee! Dunno wat else to blog.. So many thought running thru my mind tat cant be penned down.. Shall let it be wondering souls in my mind then..

Ciaoz... Come for co concert k :)

Anw.. Just started using flicker :) Enjoy :)

posted @22:22



Sunday, April 09, 2006


I hate viruses!!!

Leopold Godowsky: "The fault with many students is the erroneous idea that genius or talent will take the place of disciplined, hard work."

Mona sent me the above quote. I guess it applies to everyone taking music out there, esp me since i joined 2 performing arts ccas. I guess (again) that there is sth profound, a hidden meaning, behind the reason for mona sending me the above quote. Guess i must start practising my piano & yangqin more often...

Yet, as much as i want, practising an instrument, or 2 in this case, isnt really practical now. I know... Excuses, excuses, excuses... Fine, i shall not say how i cant find time to practise. Instead, i will state past examples. I rmb that i was learning yang guang very very long ago, then chun dao qing jiang very long ago, then tian shan shi hua long ago. Yet, m i able to play the whole song? Nope.. Haha. I always tell myself that i will learn finish the song, but yet no results. Haiz.. What a bumber i m.. Looks like i need more determination. My hw is also mostly imcomplete. Haiz.. Guess there isnt anyone more lazy than me around.

I hate virus! Be it computer or biological, I STILL HATE THEM. ArGhZ. Irritating. Being a computer illiterate, i happily sought advise from the pro - hanteng. Haiz.. His recommended firewall managed to stop the trojan worm but the anti-virus software seemed ineffective. It actually showed that no virus was found although the window online service keeps prompting me that there was a trojan & my firewall blocked over 200+ attempts of someone hacking into the com. Haiz... Help?!?!?!

Finally thought of an idea for PW. YaY! Shall have to rush to hand in my PI draft, hopefully by end of nxt wk. I think i m beginning to feel the onslaught of J1 life. I show u why:
Week 4 (which starts tmr): Bio enzyme test, chem mock spa (skill B)
Week 5: Chem lecture test, chem mock spa (skill C & D)
Week 6: Dunno got what yet...
Week 7: Dunno got what yet...
Week 8: VJCO concert! Dateline of PI...
Week 9: Bio SPA
Week 10: Chem SPA
Haiz... In case u think that it isnt much, i would like to add that there would be tests here & there. The only reason why it is no up there is coz the various tutors werent bad enough to tell us so early b4 hand. Plus, there would be ccas & extra practices for CO due to the concert. Haha. Not forgetting my neuroscience thinging at week 10 that will make me miss 2 days of lessons. Haiz.. What a life..

Haiz.. Really LOVE blogspot. For some reason, my IE suddenly crashed. Luckily, blogspot allowed me to recover my post. I wun hv to type the WHOLE thing again. I love u blogspot.

Off to do my maths tutorials, chinese essay (3 weeks due. She's gonna kill me...) & study for my bio test & chem SPA.

Don't get too stressed up k :-)
- To all my peers who are face the same datelines as me & maybe even more. Things will work out fine :) Chuan Dao Qiao Tou Zi Ran Zhi. :)

- Angry growl...

posted @18:21



Wednesday, April 05, 2006


Tired...

I m TIRED, TiReD, tired, tir... zzzzzzZzZzZzZZZZZZZ

*wakes up*

Shall make this a short one..

CO prac ended as usual at 7+. Reached home at about 8 to find out that my mom had bought 1.5kg of cockles for $2 at the market! Wah! She cooked the whole 1.5kg! In case u r wondering, 1.5kg is something like 100+ cockles! Can u imagine 3 ppl eating 100+ cockles! Haha! I m soooo full now! *dozes off*............*wakes up* ... & sleepy to. Haiz... Dangers of eating too much cockles. Anw, there were left overs & so it was simply fed to our trusty rubbish bin. Haiz..

Anw, mom told me to quit one cca to make time for tuition. Haiz.. Was thinking of dropping piano, but my mom prefers me to drop astro. Haiz.. In a dilemma. Which shld i drop?!?! Or should i juz cont what i m doing now & zhou3 yi4 bu4 kan4 yi4 bu4? Haiz.. Hope all works out. So tired... *dozes off (again)*

*wakes up*
Haiz... Lazy to continue. Still hv Bio, chinese & GP vocab test to do/study. Btw, went to sign up for temasek seminar today! Haha. Hope i get in :p. Thnx lydia for following me to sign up :) She signed up too :). Haha!

Bear dozed off..........

posted @21:27



Monday, April 03, 2006


Lassie-Faire

I m not sure if lassie-faire is the right word to use for my current attitude, but i guess that's how far my vocabulary will take me to. Yep, lassie-faire. What a deja vu. Last time i actually felt the same feeling was just about a yr ago (Just b4 my syf where i didnt bother to do any hw. Then after syf, the same attitude carried forward & it lasted for months b4 i manage to pull myself out of the slumps & force myself to work for o lvls...). How do i describe this feeling, this feeling of 'slackiness', not wanting to do anything but juz lie on my bed & stare at that ceiling of mine, thinking abt things that u would nv hv time for in the hustle & bustle of everyday life. Thinking of why life existed, y were u created, y did that happened, y didnt i do that, y must life be so unfair, y does this thing happen to others but not me... etc etc etc... Hv anyone every wonder why ppl usually think of such depressing stuffs when left alone? I mean u cant blame me for thinking of them, i m an only child & is always left alone in my room, left to do anything. Perhaps a research on y ppl think of depressing thoughts when they r alone could be done. I think many suicidal cases could be prevented this way. Haha. No link. Y do i always change topic just like that...

So... Decided to blog after such a long time of inactivity. It seems that this lassie-faire attitude has contributed more or less to my laziness of blogging. Sorry guys, esp those loyal fans out there :p . Haha. Man... I m amazed at myself for being able to laugh despite trying to be serious. Is it sth to be proud abt? U tell me.

So april's fool is over. No more jokes. Here's wat happened on 31 March 2006:
1) Chinese Orchestra played the national day anthem
2) Pledge taken in Tamil
3) Victorian anthem... Rock band style...
4) Weird announcements which includes circumcisions, lingerie & vegetables (go figure urself)
5) Library magazine shelves replaced with wushu's weapons
6) (Didnt see it with my own eyes) Ayam Brand Picture pasted at school's front gate
7) Tables & chairs all in a mess (saw them messing e tables & chairs the evening b4)
8) Victoria's secret lingerie sold during breaks. Apparently, they closed it as vs was hving sports day. Didnt want to influence young minds i guess...
9) Go figure........

Haiz... April's fool wasnt all fun & laughter. It was infact an unfortunate day. My hp battery ran flat at a time when i urgently need to use it. Didnt hv music fest tix. Didnt manage to hv a filling dinner coz of the rain. Haiz... Wat could be worse? Then things turned for the better when i managed to go for music fest! Haha! I really must thank deborah & elise :) You guys r the best man!!! Haha! U guys brightened up my unfortunate day :) Was still quite depressed at the start of music fest, but tried to hype up after that. Haha. HongSheng & company's coca cola song was damm funny! They really deserve to b first! Haha! Too bad The Bandits met with technical difficulties during their performance. But it's ok! U GUYS ROCK! Haha!

Hmmm... Found out that my mom has a set of really radical rules! Here r some...
1) No watching comedy nights (jack neo's creations) coz their 'lousy' chinese r BAD for young children.
My view: Lousy! If their chinese r lousy, bad etc, my chinese can go jump down... & i m not a young child anymore...
2) No bgr. Apparently try to give me nagging lectures on this at least once a week. My dad also gives me such talks once a wk. Haiz...
My view: If it comes, it comes, wat can i do abt it? It's not like there r gonna be sexual relationships involved right. Haiz... Traditional thinging...
3) No sms-ing to vote for campus superstar etc etc. Waste money
My view: Not wasting money if u vote like a few times only. It's not like i m voting 100 times or sth...
4) Be home by 12 midnight! Think it is changed to 11 since the police decided to call children's-under-17 parents if they r out after 11.
My view: I m not cinderella u know. I will definitely be home b4 10 if there's sch the nxt day. If there isnt, who cares?!?!

More up for grabs nxt time...

Notice number 2??? Haiz.. Perhaps it's my parents that hv made me who i m now.
A little thing i dun understand
A little thing that got me confused
A little thing called love
Haiz... I m sort of in a crisis here!! Hello?!?! I dunno who i m, what i want, what to do etc etc.. Crisis i m in? Definitely. Any help? Guess not. There's only me & only me can solve the prob. Hope it resolves. I hate this feeling.

Hmmm... Words to describe life:
- Paradoxical
- Oxymoron
- Confusing
- Radical
- Intriguing
- Depressing
- Mysterious
- Ever-changing
- Ever-lasting
- Happy (With gd friends around :-)
Haiz... Limited vocab :p

Time is not lost once it's gone,
Instead, it is retained in everyone's memory.
Einstein said that time could be warped,
& since time is proportionate to life,
Life can be warped,
In other words, life can be slowed down & need not be so hectic...

Just ranting crap...

Tagged by elise & deborah...
My Perfect Lover Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
Gender: Female (Can i say male?? :p)
My Perfect Lover:
1) Chio/cute... At least in my eyes :p
2) Preferably shorter than me (It would be weid if britney was my lover right... :p)
3) Caring/Good-hearted/Kind
4) Can click (same as deb & elise :)
5) Funny
6) Likes me back dearly
7) Street & Book smart
8) Someone who doesnt mind a freethinker bf...
I tag: Me, Me, Me, Me, Me, Me, Me, Me (Unless there's someone called me, i dun mind reposting the above 8 times :p)

Haiz.. Cant believe that i took more than 1 hr for the above. Gonna post my pics on another server. The link for the previous pics could be lost. Any inconveniences r seriously regretted. Wait for my new photo server!!! Haha!

Blogging is fun if u hv so much crap to write. Guess i must start formulating crap :p . I shall call this... Bear's Ultimate Crapping Blog! Lolx!

Bear playing the piano & growling at the same times...

- Signing out...

posted @22:00



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