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Thursday, June 09, 2005

wasting-my-time in progress

"Time is like a constantly depleting amount of money in your bank account. If you don't withdraw (use) it, it will just disappear."

think it was said like that... juz in case u all were wondering, ms tang (form teacher of 4A - my class la) said tat juz a few months ago... think she didnt say like wat i hv typed above but u get the meaning...

anw, tat was a few months ago... & now frm a few-months-ago's view is a few months in the future... haiz... nvm if u dont understand... in the nutshell, it juz means tat i hv wasted "a few months"... haiz... the saying is true, but as a chinese saying goes, zhong1 yan2 ni4 er3... haha... i hvnt even started studying yet... & wat day izzit today? 9th june... i hv less than 5 months b4 my first o lvl paper... wait... i already took my first paper... haiz...

so i hv wasted time... so y not waste more... hey... wat the hell am i thinking... i told myself, pre-planned tat i would complete my hw on wk 2 & study on wk 3... but i am onli left wif 4 days for wk 2... no... 3 & a half days.... so... haiz... i juz felt tat i hv wasted too much time... my mom always scold me for being a "waste time king"... haiz... think it's more than true... it's too true to be false... ?? .. haiz... & here i am wasting time typing blog... but typing blog izzit really a waste of time... or izzit?!?!...

so now in my "confuse list" is not only life but also time... y is reality so confusing... there are ppl doing stupid things, & then everybody follows... & it becomes NOT stupid... wat the hell am i saying... i think i shld put myself in the "confusing list"... anw... juz a word of advice to all.. dun waste time like me...

so today there is co prac... planned to go but end up not going... parents both not home & i planned to lie tat i hv makeup lesson... but end up didnt feel like going... but life is indeed much much more empty without co... haiz...

CiAoZ.... :-p

posted @11:31

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

2nd week of june hol

how time flies... it is already the 2nd week of june hol... still rmb the time when we were still preparing for syf... haiz... how i miss those times... anyway, my first week went down the long kang... then 2nd wk can foresee that is on the way there too... so... haiz... continue reading & u will know y...

30th may - monday
o lvl chinese... went school at 7.15 or so... was damm scared... sitting the first one somemore... haiz... then started the paper 1... finished my last word when the teacher said stop writing... then after tat rmb tat i forgot to write one more last sentence... kns... then went on the paper 2 where it got worse... 2 han zi dunno... 2 xu ci screw up... 1 zao ju gone... haiz... looks like i really hv to retake my chinese paper in november liao... now i even more tense... i first person in vs to b taking the chinese oral... whoooo... my mind is soooooo in a whirl.......

31th may - tuesday
nothing much... went to sch coz of mathematics olympiad... haiz.. think i screwed it up... anw... after tat went home & slack for the rest of the day... dunno wat i did... juz knew tat time slipped from my hands like water flowing... haiz...

1st june - wednesday
today got chem practical MOCK... why did i emphasise the mock? coz i thought it was prelim... then went there to find out & kana suaned by my classmates tat it is MOCK!!! so why get so freaking worked up?!?!! haiz... luckily for me & classes 4A, B, C, D (first 25)... we are the first shift, so dunnid to wash the aparatus... all freaking clean & dry... so shiok lor... dunnid to waste time washing... juz straight away do the experiment... then later heard from yingkai tat the 2 min they give to wash the aparatus is freaking not enuf... he only managed to wash his test-tubes... haha... shiok sia... but of course in first shift also got disadvantage... need to quarantine?!?!?! ArGh... sit in hall frm 9.30 until like 12+... whoa... sit there do nothing but tok cock, eat, & do hw... haha... luckily (again), ms (woops... mr) tan ban huat come get us for hist/ss make up lesson... then at least nv waste ThAt MuCh time... haiz... then after the make up all the comm stayed back to discuss bout the new comm of 2005/2006... we spent like 2 hrs!!! haha...

2nd june - thursday
got bio make up in the morning... then afternoon stayed back for co prac so at the end of the prac can announce the new comm position... haha... then we asked the sec 3 comm come at 12... then we kao bei them until like 1 plus... haha... they dunno their new comm position tat time yet :P... haha... kao bei every single one of them... then clayton asked them abt their subject grades & L1R5... then say how bad they r... then he say "i think the L1R5 of all 6 of u all combine is still more then the 9 of us combine!" ... haha... then curiousity kills the cat... i actually was so curious enuf tat i went to take the calculator to calculate... haha... so lame... then end up is quite true sia... their combine L1R5 is 119 i think... then ours without yingkai & teerapong was like 90 something nia... haha... then we sec 4s laughing like siao... come to think of it, we are kind of bad to them la... clayton's idea :P... then somehow clayton suddenly said "i feeling damm hungry now... go eat la!" ... then all the sec 4 comm juz stood up & went to canteen to eat... haha... i think we scare the s*** out of the sec 3 comm lor... haha... clayton's idea again :P... we finally told them their post at 2 something during practice... haiz... then found out tat wu lao shi gave another new song... qing4 dian3 xu4 qu3... haha... told seryang & he was damm happy... then go ask wu lao shi whether need da ruan not... haha.. show off :P... no offence.. haiz... then we sec 4s slacked ard, nv help coach the members... haha... we damm bad... slack in front of wu lao shi summore... haiz... tat's abt it la... the only thing else was tat we tau poked clayton at the end of everything... haha... literally taupoked... all the sec 4s & J1s all tau poked on top of him sia... poor clayton... mayb not... :P...

3rd june - friday
as usual, had bio make up in the morning... then stayed back in sch after bio make up to do finish my chem 2004 paper... haiz... suppose to hand in the day b4... then while doing outside the staffroom, saw wenyuan, tee & yongjian... yongjian went to tee's house while wenyuan stayed back wif me... so gd sia.... wat a gd fren... anw, got vsco sec 4 farewell party tat evening wat.. so some sec 4s went to other sec4's houses while some like me went home to change b4 going down to clement's house... most of the sec 4s had makeup in the morning... sad... then went home played com for a while b4 leaving... then reach clement's house to find out tat almost everyone there liao... sad... but siu hon & clement still trying to start the fire with the charcoal at the bbcue pit... haiz... then walked ard doing nothing until the fire finally up... then helped to cook some satay & chicken wings... think the chicken wings were under cooked :P... then after some time.. all the sec 4s all sat at 1 table & started to tok cock.. then suddenly someone (think was weeho) shouted to johnathan foong "OPCIP!"... then all the sec 4s at the table were like what was tat... then johanthan laughed "Operation Push Clayton Into Pool"... haha.. then all the sec 4s all laugh while clayton sit there like damm blur like tat... haha... then somehow he stood up & rushed over to the pool (guessed he wanted to do it himself...) ... but we stopped him & threw him in OURSELVES!... haha... damm fun... then following tat more & more sec 4s ended up in the pool... some being thrown in, some went in voluntarily... haiz... but i didnt went in... juz didnt 1 to... for some reason i myself also not clear... but it was fun la... reached home 11.15... fell asleep almost immediately...

4th june - saturday
izzit sian reading so much??? haha.. juz thinking bout how long i hv typed... anw, today syco concert... then went to play lan wif the dickson, weeho, wenyuan, johnathan, jonathan (ng), potato & squid b4 the concert... went to lan shop at like 3... they already started playing at 1+... haiz... then like 6 stop & went to slack ard & eat until darren came to meet wenyuan, johnathan & me... then we ate at bk & preceeded down to SCH... then found out tat we were late, cannot take bus... so took cab... $8.50 from parkway to SCH... :-).... haiz... then went in & saw yingkai & clayton... then surprisingly saw a pri sch co fren... but she didnt recognise me... also saw her tat time during syf & tat time when she came to our sch to sell her sch dunno-wat tix... haiz... but then think she forgot me liao... nvm la... juz walked pass her... then followed my frenz into the hall... then found out must pay $1 for the schedule booklet... then yingkai was kao bei-ing... say save $1 on the tix & end up must pay back for the booklet... haha... we entered without the booklet... then found out tat our row A was really really really infront... rite infront of the stage... coz they extended the stage... we can literally shake the hand of the performers lor... haha... then as usual we were kao bei-ing... then saw some familiar faces in the audience again... then performance starts... also saw some familiar faces on stage... including those pri sch co frenz hu i think also forgot me liao... haiz... anw... heard sy play dong1 nan2 xi1 bei2 zhong1 & sha1 di4 er3 chuan2 qi2... haiz... think they damm power... haiz... wat else can i get frm tis concert?!?! I M SITTING 1ST ROW!!! haha... but then can hear damm clearly whether the first row erhu where together anot... haha... the first song can hear tat the first 3 erhu were not qi2 lor... haha... then coz we no booklet, all of us wanted to assk the performers wat the nxt song was.. haha.. damm freaking kao bei... the interval came.. we didnt know until we saw everyone leaving for toilet break... haha... we damm lag.. then saw some ppl... tok tok wif my frens... haiz... then went on hear yun2 nan2 hui2 yi4... & tian1 wang3... then say wu lao shi on stage & waved to him.. haha... he waved back... & as ironic as it seems, zheng lao shi was sitting in front of him.. think he saw me... but then i not waving to him la...haha... then yingkai say if zheng lao shi wave back, then ask him shoo, coz we waving at wu lao shi... haha... haiz... no offence hor zheng lao shi... juz joking ard... hehe... haiz... went home straight after tat...

5th june - sunday
did nothing... slacked the whole day in front of com... haha... parents not in wat...

6th jun - monday
same as above... i really no life sia...

7th june - tuesday (today)
teerapong's bdae today... wished him happy bdae, then wilson say he wanna go watch madagascar... so i agreed lor... now close to 1... movie starts at 4.15... i leaving house at 3... can foresee me reaching home at 8+... haiz... today gone liao... at least today got slightly more life then the last 2 days... haiz...

anw... think i changed alot since i came to sec sch... firstly, my acne prob lor... pestering me like some s***... haiz... dunwan to tok bout it... hu can help me pls approach me hor... thnx... secondly, me kana polluted in the mind... haiz... all boi sch... wat u expect.... thirdly... dunno la... but in conclusion... i really changed alot... think if meet up wif old frenz, all cant rmb me... haha... tat's the case now rite... haiz... anw... o lvl in 5 months time... hvnt started to study any s***... as the saying goes "still got time"... haiz... hope tat i really still got time ah... sign out liao.. must go cook maggie mee for my lunch b4 going out... haiz... parents not home as usual... life... haiz...

posted @11:48