Friday, December 31, 2004
Haircut
I just went to cut my hair... haha... i went to a barber tat i didnt go 4 a very long time liao... haiz... i told the barber tat i wanna juz trim the sides & front 4 sch purposes... then he went on cutting... then when i thought everything was over, he put gel on the front of my hair, making it stand... hehe.... damm cool sia...i look damm shuai (...). anyway, the barber said tat the hair on the tip of my head is short (because the last haircut i had nearly made me bald...), so it is better to use gel to make the front of my hair stand... haha... damm shuai sia... Anyway, when i got home, the gel dried & my hair became rock hard... haiz... luckily water does the trick... haiz... Now 4 my New Year Resolutions:
- To look shuai 4ever!!!
- Get below 8 points so can enter VJC!!! VJCO TOOOOO!!!
- Nxt yr SYF get GOLD WIF HONOUR!!! (if wif cai long chuan!!! i will b so happy, i wouldnt slp 4 ten days sia!!!)
- Shld i b like darren & want a girlfriend from co??? maybe???
- Practice finish yang2 guang1!!!
- Dun break my $20 qin zhu...
- Play yangqin louder!!!
- Get a yangqin junior tat learn b4 in pri sch!!! (So yangqin standard in VSCO wouldnt continue to drop... my fault :( )
- Lose weight!!! Can't stop eating sia...
- WORLD PEACE!!! NO MORE DISASTERS (maybe during syf again lah... CHOI!!!)
Hmmm... anything else??? haiz... hope not... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE READING MY BLOG... haha ... tis reminds me tat the certificate 4 RGCO actually had "MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR" written inside... haha... clayton deleted tat line in the end.... haha...
posted @17:14
Last day of 2004
haiz... so fast last dae liao.. tis is the 2nd time typing tis blog, the last one i accidently closed the window!!! AHHH!!! type damm long summore... haiz... i dun feel like typing so i will keep it short... i listened to manjianhong mp3 juz now - rgco concert one - they are damm pro, the quai4 ban3 their erhu damm qi2... haiz... our erhu sux... now to look back at stuffs...
(1) RGCO - VSCO exchange programme... haiz... our guan yue ppl sae can challenge their guan yue... haiz... VSCO xian yue < RGCO xian yue (only clayton is pro enuff... hehe) ... tan bo yue also, maybe the diff not tat big lah... then darren only sec 3 percussion (i wonder wat would happen if i joined percussion in sec 1???) ... quite sad lah... i now always wack my qin like siao during loud parts... haiz... ppl sae i play softer than zhaomeng... :( ... haiz... must eat more rice...
(2) ME BIRTHDAY!!! went wayne's house where weiliang & siu hon went too... weiliang gave me a t-shirt (thank you) .. then we play cards with monopoly money, i lost like siao , then must put scotch tape on leg... lost a few hair... but wayne lost more when he tried to show the right way to pull leg hairs... hehe...
(3) Got 4th in standard... so damm happy... got 5 A1s, 2B3s, & 1 B4... haiz... dun sae i arrogant k... but when i saw maurice's results yesterday, i cry sia... maurice was 4th in standard too (express too) but he had all A1s!!! haiz... then clayton (2nd in standard) come & tell me tat it is not tat he & i r clever, is our entire cohort stupid (dun blame me)... haiz... then i also saw a list of like 100+ sec 4s hu received awards 4 getting 9 points & below... i dun even hv 9 points lor... haiz... Ang's mole gonna come jumping out... haiz... summore my hol hw not done yet... i hope weeho's batch will do better than our's...
(4) Mega concert... i only yangqin from vsco... anyway, i developed a liking 4 ponytail during mega concert... the gal in front of me had a ponytail & it always swing around in front of my score... i wanna pull it sia... haiz... i was obssessed with ponytails ever since...
(5) Got my librarian post... i didnt went 4 the interview tat the sec 4 comms organised because i kept pontanning the prac days tat they had the interview... i had tuition k... anyway, i heard the interview was damm scary... then got once daniel ask all those sec 3 who went 4 the interview to stand up, then i sat down wat, (nv go wat...) then he ask me to stand too... sounds damm bias sia... haha... frankly speaking i wanted to b comm last time... haiz... now i dun think im so happy being comm liao... haiz...
(6) Got summore??? cant think of any... haiz... mayb because my life 4 the past 11 months & 30 days had been damm sucky... haiz... i did sumthing tat i think i would nv do at all yesterday night...nnono, tis morning... haiz.... dun tell u all... haiz... PRAYING 4 THOSE VICTIMS OF THE TSUNAMI...
posted @14:26
Thursday, December 30, 2004
30th dec ...
Haiz... todae got orientation, it was quite a flop lah. The orientation 4 all cultural grp was in the canteen as usual... band played first, then they blast the entire canteen... thnx... attract almost everyone lor... then choir's turn, was soft lah (like how loud can u sing) ... then finally our turn. cai long chuan was as screwed up as usual, always gan gan gan ... then nxt was dizi's cannon in D ... haiz... starting was quite fast, so when the other dizi parts enter, then start to screw up... lucky nv stop half way sia... haiz... i wanted to play long teng, then can blast band back... but too bad we dun hv the capacity to do so :( haiz... then later the process repeated again... band (as usual, steal all the limelight) haiz... then choir... then when our turn, we play xuan zi wu qu, nv screw up tat bad, although darren later blamed me 4 starting the song without him ... i didnt noticed tat he was not ready ... haiz, the canteen uncle was the only one hu complimented us ... then teerapong solo-ed zhan ma. randal seow approached us b4 xuan zi to see if can ask him wu shu ppl to perform while we performing...end up teerapong suay one, while playing zhan ma, the wu shu ppl jumping around in front of him... anyway, i think he was less stressed & performed better since everyone was more engrossed with the wu shu ppl... haiz... he's improving... maybe i shld go learn the ban zhou & play with him... tat would be fun... hehe... haiz... i forgot wat else i wanna type liao lor... all kenneth fault... f*** him lah... kns, always type those stupid nicknames in his msn... f*** off lah... chi bye... !!! KNNBCZB!!! F***!!! sorry if i was too harsh... i apologise... :-| ... :)
posted @22:54
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
...
Haiz... tis is the second time i m typing a post todae liao, although i didnt post the first one. y? haha, it's long story... let's start from tis morning... i woke up at 11.45am after my dad called me on my hp, asking me to wake up. it was then tat i found out tat both my mom & dad were out since damm early in the morning... haiz... i so guai, nv wake up early like the other day & lie to my parents tat i was still slping... anyway, i quickly brushed my teeth & went down to on my com to type my blog... was listening to long teng juz now - NOW TOOO!!! (WHOA!!! CAN CALL ME A LONG TENG FREAK IF U 1 TO!!! HEHE... I ON MY SOUND BLASTER THAN THE BASS PART SOUNDS DAMM DAMM NICE SIA!!! THE FLOOR SHAKES SIA!!! WHOA!!! of course i played the sco version lah... haiz, our version how to compete... :P) Haiz... anyway... i was typing until the part when hz & i were late 4 yesterday's co, then my dad came home... haiz... i immediately switched off the mains lor. haha... my com was switched off... haiz... then i decided to be guai & go do my hw... until like 3.30 when my parents went out again, then i start to type tis second post... haiz... anyway... let me tok about yesterday's events, since i nv post yesterday... (i on my sound blaster max blast sia... wa liao... floor shake until like siao...)
anyway, yesterday got co prac at 9am... haha... like everyone knows, i was late... keybearer summore. while on the bus, teerapong & darren called me to ask where the hell i was... haiz... i told then i was late then they sae "WA LIAO AH!!! EVERYONE OUTSIDE CO ROOM WAITING 4 YOU LEH!" haiz... then i went to call hongzhou (the other keybearer) to ask him to go open the co room 4 them, onli to find out tat he was on the bus to sch too.. haiz... he end up reaching sch b4 me & kana suaned by the entire co... haha... anyway, when i alighted from 55 & walked into sch, jin chieh appeared behind me, & started to run towards the sch, passing me... haiz... then i remembered all the lame stuffs tat he said to me in msn... haiz, & now he is being lame by trying to reach co room earlier than me to show tat he is earlier than a com member & wasnt late. It was 9:08. haiz... i decided to run up the stairs too. then outside co room, i saw zhaoqiang, he suaned me 4 being late & sae "pass me the key nxt time lah" KAOZ!!! ask him to f*** off lah... I was damm pissed lor... stupid sec 1... think he damm big... i know i late wat but then suan me... MEI DA MEI XIAO!!! KNNBCZB!!! kns, i nv replied him lor... kns... i shld hv scolded him lor... F*** HIM LAH.... IF NXT YR GOT SEC 1 LEARN ERHU b4 JOIN CO, I GOING TO REPLACE ZHAO QIANG WITH TAT GUY LOR... I WOULDNT LET HIM GO 4 SYF LOR... ANYWAY HIS SKILLS SUX LOR!!! KNS!!! Sorry 4 the interruption... anyway... back to the point... co was as boring as usual... (DAMM HAPPY!!! I USED MY $20 QING ZHU TODAE!!! AS LIGHT AS FEATHER SIA!!!) haiz... then after break, clayton ask me to conduct xiao3 da4 zhu3. Haiz... conduct liao, feel tat our co damm sucky. all nv listen to me one. ask them to shut up they still make noise... kns... then ask them to do the da xiao sheng better they nv do... haiz... maybe weiliang was right, i m not the scold ppl type... haiz... anyway, i made it thru xiao da zhu. haiz, hvnt practice the new song wu lao shi ask me to photocopy yet... haiz... su1 bei3 feng1 qing2. haiz... teerapong came to pass me the poster, ask me to pass to rachel, then i ask him y dunwan to pass to *erm erm* urself... haiz... then he damm pissed, but still passed me the poster... haiz... then after most of the member left, the remaining ppl, yk, wayne, ming cong, clayton, darren, me etc... saw xuguang at the bus stop from the co room window with his galfriend... haha... then we shouted from co room... haiz... he ended up coming up to co room with his girlfriend, both in tj uniform... haiz... then clayton & i went down to eat lunch... kns... canteen's only store open which sold rice was sold out... haiz... kns again... clayton sae dunwan to eat, so i followed him up... (nv eat...) haiz... we saw xuguang teaching wayne, yk, ming cong in co room while his girlfriend sit at another corner of the co room... haiz... clayton & i went into the storeroom to prac our own stuffs... i ask him whether he hv blog, he say dun hv, sae wat want to hv blog but dunwan to put down personal stuffs then hv blog 4 wat... wanna hv blog then type wat u feel inside, like "stupid guy, damm pissed with him todae, he did tis tis tis todae... i damm pissed, stupid bastard, ask him to go to hell lah etc etc etc" haiz... (i did tat juz now k clayton. hehe ;) ) anyway, i decide to change my rusty xian... haiz... i end up changing 8 xians leh... song bo... the most tat i hv ever changed in 1 go... haiz... darren also joined us & tried to learn xing kong guzheng, while clayton was busy practicing his chengsan scores. haiz... all so pro... zi bei... anyway... i changed all the 8 xians liao, damm happy, then we went out to disturb xuguang's lesson... haiz... clayton kept whinning to go eat (then juz now he dunwan to eat...) ... the lesson ended and we saw xuguang bullying his girlfriend... then when both of them left, the 3 dizi players took out xuguang's wallet from under a co shirt (oh ya, new co shirt out liao... kns, clayton sae look like shit... me think so too... haiz... dun think i wanna but.....maybe shld buy & frame up. "WORSE CO T-SHIRT DESIGN EVER!!!") haiz... anyway, from the wallet, we saw his girlfriend & him together in a picture, also got his galfriend's passport size photo. haha. we then took out his ez link card, laugh at his sec 1 face, then using clayton's phone, took his ez link card photo & his girlfriend photo, then faster keep everything back... haha... then a few min later, he came back 4 his wallet... then we all laughed & returned him... DAMM FUNNY SIA!!! he was like thinking wat's wrong... haiz... now his ex link card photo all over msn sia... haha... anyway... after tat, wayne & yk went to my house to slack... haiz... my parents were damm pissed tat i brought them home to slack & nv do hw... haiz... then they stayed until 7+... haiz... at like 5+, 6+, they used my msn to sabo me... they tok to like so many of my contacts... haiz... then we also toked alot of cock lah.. about vsco one... haiz... then when they left, my parents scold me like siao... haiz...i ended up not being able to use com at all & had to go do hw... haiz... must be guai... i wanted to use com in the middle of the night, but my mom slept esp late yesterday night... i slept while waiting... haiz... so tat's about it lah... quite long ah... haha... i repeated long teng like dunno how many times liao... haiz... faster... go type in my tag wat u feel abt wat i hv typed... haiz... must go photocopy stuffs 4 tmr sec 1 orientation liao... haiz... dunno how tmr will turn out... i think will screw up again... haiz...
posted @15:14
Monday, December 27, 2004
Today...
Haiz... In response to what hong zhou said in the tagboard, i decided to post todae... haiz... btw, i m listening the long teng VSCO-RGCO exchange video. hehe... long teng is damm cool. Anyway, tis morning went tuition at 10am, was 5 min late. my tuition teacher told me she was not feeling well & said she would prefer not to hv the lesson. i feel like saying "THNX KNOW, NOW THEN TELL ME!!! I DUNWAN TO COME LOR!!!". then she added tat she didnt 1 me to touch any things tat she had touched 4 fear of spreading the virus to me... somehow i still went to touch her handphone... maybe i just 1 to fall ill on 3rd jan lor... haiz... so many holiday hw not done yet... then after tuition, i went to hougang mall to use the toilet then took the bus home... hehe, at hougang mall, i did a gd deed lor. hehe. i helped an old women in wheerchair to open the door!!! :) so rare of me to do such gd stuffs... then when i reach home, i went online to tok cock until like 2+ when my mom start scolding me 4 not doing hw... haiz... then i went to my table to try to do my hw. i end up sleeping for 2 hrs... haiz... tat time was like 4+ liao... i decided to be a gd boi & go do my hw until 6. Then i went to heartland mall to photocopy the brochure for 30th dec sec 1 orientation day, & the new score wu lao shi gave me - su1 bei3 feng1 qing2... haiz... i left what i wanna photocopy at the shop then went to walk one round around the entire heartland mall area b4 returning to the shop to collect the stuffs. haiz... when i wanted to walk back home, it started to rain... haiz... so suay... i went into heartland mall, walk around aimlessly, then went out - still raining... haiz... i decided to take my time to cross the road... so lame... can cross at the traffic light but i dunwan, go down the escalator to kovan mrt station, walk thru the station, then go up the other side of the station... haiz... u get what i mean right... haiz... my english sux... Anyway, when i get to the other side, it was still drizzling... haiz... but i decided to juz walk home anyway... haiz, my estate is so dark, i summore must walk thru one canal & pass the old rosyth sch (now st gab pri sch). whoa!!! The sch is damm dark sia... if hv night walk inside, must be DAMM FUN!!! haiz... so i manage to get home in one piece & type tis post. haiz... m still listening to long teng... i repeated it like dunno how many times liao... haiz... haha... ying kai say 1 to ask wu lao shi to change our choice piece to long teng, since he claims tat our guan yue is gd... he sae tony ang will tell wu lao shi... hehe... dunno wat is the outcome... even if our guan yue gd, olso still need percussion wat... darren enuff meh??? hz sae maybe if changed it at the beginning of the holiday, maybe can, but now a little too late liao... haiz... i dunno lah... can hear long teng can liao... hehe. then juz now b4 i started typing tis post, there was an old man sitting on a bench in the playground beside my house, playing his dizi... haiz... sum songs tat i nv hear b4 one... my parents at first thought tat i was blowing my recorder lor... haiz... how i wish i was so pro like him... haiz... still listening to long teng :P haiz... chengsan poster out liao... now all the sec 3 comm deciding hu to pass the poster to so tat tat boi can pass to 1 of the RGCO gals... haiz... so lame... haiz... tat's all 4 todae i think... haiz...
posted @22:08
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Funny Tagboard
Talking about tagboard, i would like to confess about sumthing... I went to download a bear blogskin yesterday and placed the entire html file into my template... & for some reason, a tagboard appeared in my blog although i hvnt applied 4 one yet at that time... i left tat tagboard & skin in my blog 4 an entire night & teerapong & hong zhou even tagged. The funny thing is tat the tagboard already came with a few tags in it & those tags came from familiar names, like hui min & jing xuan... i guessed tat that tagboard must hv belonged to a RG gal tat coincidently knows RGCO ppl like hui min & jing xuan. i immediately changed the skin & removed the tagboard after tat. i was damm noob to tagboards tat time... So sorry... i dunno what i was doing... if the owner of the tagboard reads tis post or finds tat her tagboard has been tampered with... well ... i dunno... u can scold me in my tagboard ^_- ... haiz... but it was quite fun lah... erm... scold me!!! SCOLD ME!!! -_-" haiz...
posted @18:34
SO HAPPY
YEAH!!! I am so happy... i finally got my tag-board up... & after like countless times, i too got my links up... YEAH!!! I feel tat i hv became smarter -_-" [cold joke] ... Haiz... it's quite a breakthrough already lah ... considering tat html is really not my cup of tea, & tat i hv tried to add the links for 3 days liao... haiz... how stupid can i get...
Haiz... todae is a very slack day. I slept damm late last night, like 3.30am (chat on msn until tat time...the latest i had stayed awake while using msn), & wake up at like 8.50am. Whoa... like 5+ hrs of sleep only... Haiz... Normally, if i slept that late the night b4, i would wake up like between 11am-1pm. But i woke up early todae because - MY PARENTS ARE OUT!!! They are out from like 7 am to 2pm. That means i must b awake tat time if i wanna use computer & slack. NO ONE WOULD NAG AT ME!!! YES!!! Well ... i used the computer as planned - went msn, tok cock, sing song, play majong... - then when my dad called home to check on me at 11am, i faked a sleepy voice as if i juz woke up. (MAN! IM A BAD BOI. NO WONDER GOT NO PRESENT TIS YR...) Haiz... time past like free sia... it was like 2pm liao... i camped in front of my computer, using all the time i had to type to as many ppl as possible. Then the doorbell rang... I typed my last msg & switched off the main switches tat powered my computer (screen went black). Then i went to open the door as if i was doing my hw b4(Haiz... im really damm bad leh...).
Well, my parents da pao-ed lunch. after lunch, i went to the fridge to get the ice-cream tub out & digged some ice-cream out to eat... my dad did the same & even add some kind of seed into his & my bowl of ice-cream. He said tat it was gd 4 the brain (like real...). Then my mom started to suan him (damm common). She say my brain was developing & didnt need the seeds, my dad however, had an aging brain & needed the seed more then me... SUPER SUAN!!! My dad started to laugh... i was thinking "how cold can tis joke be..." but politely smiled to both of them... Haiz... suan like free... not the first time though... always my dad kana suaned by my mom... y not the other way... haiz...
After lunch like 3pm liao... My mom wants me to bathe & go go the laundry, sweep the floor, wash toilet bowl (haiz...household chores... like i sum maid...). So i went up to switch on the heater, & then instead of going to bath, i went to call yingkai to tok cock - for close to an hr sia... then end up going to bathe at 3.50pm+ Then at 4pm, i went to do the laundry, & forget about the rest... Then when my dad went out & my mom went up to do her stuffs, i switched on the computer & typed tis. Haiz... How boring can my life b. So boring... so unlike teerapong, can see rabbits er..... nvm... ONE THING... i would like to thank teerapong 4 suan-ing me in his blog...
Pls tag when u visit my site k...
posted @17:44
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Blog problem
Haiz...I hv been trying to add links into my blog but somehow nothing seems to work. I hv asked a couple of ppl 4 help, & would like to thank them although i still cant figure out how it works. I hate html, (maybe i m juz stupid or wad) it's juz not my cup of tea. Well, i decided that i might as well go download a blogskin that might include the links inside already, that would save me the trouble to trouble more ppl again... Too bad a gd blogskin is hard to find, esp if u cant think up of a theme 4 ur blogskin... Haiz...
Teerapong's blog mentioned some cute girl he spotted during the exchange/interaction. Haha... Now, everyone knows abt it. Hence, I decided not to follow in his footsteps... I m juz being lame. Dun bother finding me. ;P Haiz ... the exchange/interaction was quite a memorable one... Haiz... i kind of still miss it... Let's hv it again nxt yr... Hope we dun screw up in SYF & end up hving no sch hu ones to hv such programmes with us for another 2 yrs... Haiz... RGCO got so many of my pri sch co friends... Haiz... but we didnt even talked at all on tat day... we passed by each other without even saying hi - my fault too :( - kind of sad... since we like went 4 syf together like 5 yrs ago... Haiz... SAD, can2 kui4 can2 kui4...
posted @19:43
Friday, December 24, 2004
Happy Christmas
!!! HAPPY CHRISTMAS !!!
(Although tmr then is christmas. Hehe)
posted @19:23
blah blah blah
Today i manage to leave the house without a valid reason which my mom would accept. My mom usual allow me to leave the house only if i hv CO prac or hv to go to sch. However, todae, i juz told my mom i m going out to buy stuffs & she allowed me out of the house... hehe... song... Anyway, i went out with clayton to karl heng to buy my qin zhu, then later went esplanade library where he searched 4 his stuffs. Haiz... now that i think of it, we talked quite alot juz now. If we were like sec 1s, we wouldnt hv tok so much. Haha. We talked about almost everything lor, from the exchange until... haiz, practically everything lah...
I also got the exchange video & pics... haiz... the video quality a little sucky but can still hear... nvm... haiz... time to watch & zi bei again. Haiz...
posted @17:04
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Another day ...
Haiz .. today got CO practice again. Practice is as boring as usual, although today was reporting day & some of us need to report early... Well, i was late as usual & end up kana "suaned" by the rest. Haiz. However, today wasnt as wasted as i had thought it to be. Well, i tried to learn long teng percussion ling zhou from darren but gave up like half way lor... so difficult... darren is so pro... haiz, make me wonder if i did the right thing during sec 1 to join yq... must pray to those hu know how to play the ling zhou part - darren, keefe, etc etc etc. Must continue to practice harder too... (somehow when u think u hv improved alot, someone more pro then u will appear)
I juz remembered that wu lao shi gave a new song todae sia. I left it in sch. HOW!!! hehe. I thought of leaving it till tues then photocopy. but maybe tmr then i go sch take out & go photocopy. then can practice earlier... haiz... see first...
(hehe, juz being lame...)
Well, there's alot of things i wanna write in this blog. But too bad many of them r not suitable to b writen here. Those are all too confidential... haiz... actually i didnt 1 to write much now. i thought about wad to write juz now while on the bus home, but like forget all liao lor. haiz. Juz type wadever in my mind now lor. Juz to continue from the para above, todae co ppl damm lame, especially clayton. Chant like free sia.
*go eat dinner*
*come back to com*
(HOW LAME CAN I GET!!!)
Anyway, back to the point. While eating dinner like 5 min ago, my father suddenly said my face was red-der than usual... (THNX) haiz... (if clayton reads tis, he confirm suan me...) Anyway, after thinking 4 a very long time during dinner, i still cannot remember what i wanna type. haiz... maybe another day i might remember. Haiz... my memory sux sia. Haha. I juz wasted the
person-reading-tis-blog's time. Haha. Fun sia... maybe if u wanna know. Can find me in msn. Hehe. Haiz... dunno what's wrong with me todae...
Finally, one more thing, i was hearing long teng all the while while writing tis blog. Nvm... like it has any imptance like tat. Frankly speaking, it's really DAMM nice. Shld use 4 syf like wad ying kai said lor. Since our better sections are cello/bass & guan yue, we shld use it. Yingkai said our percussion shld b alright with ppl like darren. Haiz... can lah... then juz wack some other sec 1 like siao, can play the percussion part one lah... Haiz... How i wish i can hear the song played by VSCO again, like that time the concert. SONG!!!
Haiz... ONE MORE THING ... comment my posts leh. Dun come here happy read read then chow, nv comment one. Later all tok behind my back how lame i m. 1 to tok then tok to me lah... Haiz... summore summore, one more thing, CLAYTON!!! STOP BEING LAME!!!
Thank you (LAME!!!)
posted @19:31
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Aftermath
After reading teerapong's blog, i really felt that i hv grown more & more "hum". The reason is very obvious - i hv been in a boys school for 3 yrs liao. Well, maybe my own personality also contributed to my "humziness". Haiz. I wanted to type longer, but too late liao. Haiz. Continue another day. Wanna know more? Find me in msn lah. Hehe.
posted @20:56
VSCO - RGCO exchange
Yesterday had exchange programme with RGCO. haha. It was a totally new experience. I remember the last time we had exchange was like 2 yrs ago with Katong Convent CO. That time where got play game, combine practice one? We juz played our own da zhu songs. That's all. We don't even know anyone of from their CO. haiz.
Well, back to the point. Was it a success or failure? i don't know. Haiz. Anyway it's over. I felt i was too slack. Was i? Got ppl say they felt bad i did too much. :( How i wish i was... Anyway, i think that overall, it was quite a success lah. Considering that we all learnt - thru the hard way - that we all SUX!!! kana trashed like siao. My junior somemore come up to me to ask me if i know how to spell the word "trash". Haiz. zhen1 diu1 lian3!!! Well, at least i know i wasnt the onli one. I think the nxt prac - this thurs - will b a real difficult one for many of us. The flashback of ppl much much more pro-er than us. REALLY KILLS OUR MORALE SIA!!! I think the sight of your instrument can really make u shiver liao. su2 yu3 shuo1, yi4 shan1 bi3 yi4 shan1 gao1. We really shld not overestimate ourselves. hehe. all the long crappy logic again. Haiz. Overall still need to put in alot of effort. I WILL WORK HARDER!!! - JIA YOU!!! *pad on the back* hehe ;) [I must add somemore that not i sux, but is my qin sux. hehe.]
Haiz. Some sad thing to say. I still hv stage fright. Yesterday while we perform, my stage fright kicked in. Whenever i hv stage fright, my lips will start to "shiver", then i will start to bite it. So those who read this will know nxt time whenever my stage fright kicks in. Somehow my long yrs of experience does not help at all in that. The wierdest thing is that i wasnt that "stage frightened" last time as compared to now. Haiz. Damm wierd. Who can help me ah???
Haiz. I sux sia. So many problems. Dunno whether can make it for syf nxt yr. Maybe i shld not go ah. Later i screw up than drag everyone down. How??? Haiz... help???
posted @13:28
First Blog
Dunno what i m doing. Damm blur. Super new to blog. Haiz. Forgive me...
posted @12:57
